Awakening is the birthright od every created being. To know G-d is our destiny.
What would it feel like if you realized that, from the very beginning, you were designed to look for, to find, and to receive G-d? That you were designed to awaken to reality? How would it feel to know that this would definitely happen in your lifetime, because you were made to accomplish this very thing?
If you let yourself feel this, many things will drop away. Those are the things you no longer need. Try to let them go. What is left is the answer you were looking for and the reason you were born.
Jason Shulman; The Instruction Manual For Receiving God; Page 21.